The risk of trying for once

For once I took the risk,
I never stopped listening
but I started trying other things
For once I answered and gave my opinion
for once I told you how I felt
People tell me it'll get better, I just gotta keep on
I've gotta try even more
I believed them... no, I still believe
but trust me it's fucking hard when everything turns to shit
I will not proclaim I'm the only one to feel this way
I will not say my life's worse than your's 'cos I ani't that kind of liar
Again I'll take the risk
maybe I'm just a fucking masochist
but I'm gonna try once again
Again, I'll never stop listening
but yet, I wanna keep answering
I wanna keep fucking up, falling and standing until I learn how to walk,
I don't need to learn to run, that's what I know the best
I'll scream if I need to
but I'll go on untill I beome somebody at last