Final Dot

Sometimes I just sit here for hours, starring at the screen
Maybe I'll do something, surf the internet, read some fanfiction, write some stuff, but really, I just do it to have an excuse to be here sitting in front of the screen, watching as the time goes by, and I'm waiting for something to happen, anything at all
Those are the moments when my mind starts wandering around; they become the reason why I always say I don't need to get high to have friky ideas, mind-blowing thoughts that later will just be some random shit 'cos I'm not spelling it out properly as I did the first time
If I want to keep te wanders of my mind for more than just a brief moment I have to write them down as they go through my brain, making me mostly ramble for hours, repeating the same thing over and over in all the possible ways, making myself believe I'm going somewhere with that
But I know better, so when they are over I know they are pointless. Regardless, I keep them. That's what this blog's here for anyway
But I won't put a final dot to my ramblings, 'cos that would be pretending they have an end; that would be lying
I'm not saying that I'm an angel who doesn't lye (ever), I'm saying that I won't lye to myself, specially not about this kind of stuff
Maybe some day I'll put a final dot to my ramblings. But that will be my last ramble 'cos I'm dramatic and I like it that way