martes, 2 de septiembre de 2014

A short tale about a marcian princess, and a boy with no wings, who wished for an away

The princess walked by the beach, between the forest of the sun and the purple sea. In between the golden leaves, some pears she could see; and the princess wondered if she could become one of those fruits, turn her skin silver and turn her shape, look and hide just like them. She didn't care if the cooks used her to make one of the pies they served back at the palace, she didn't want to be princess, she sisn't want to be marcian.

Once upon a time, there was a boy on earth, who grew wings and wanted to fly away. He wished to see the planet, he wished to talk to the stars; but the adults didn't think it safe and took his wings away.
They promissed to give them back once they thought him mature enough. They locked him in a tower, tall as the sky, so he could see the planet, so he could talk to the stars.
The years passed by though, and it seemed as he would never be mature enough. He saw the world, build and destroy, and the stars never answered his talk.
Adults noticed his loneliness, so they gave him friends, toys and cards. Adults considered him not illustrated enough, so they gave him maths, books, and maps. The boy played and read, but never cared enough to learn.
The boy wrote about a marcian princess, who didn't want to be from mars. He asked the adults to help her scape, and they said it was impossible for they couldn't fly that far away. The boy drew a golden forest, facing a purple sea. Adults said he was too grown to invent such things.
One day they gave him his wings back. Dusty and rusty they looked, and the boy gave a sad smile; he had forgotten how to fly.

jueves, 28 de agosto de 2014

I sure as hell don't want to be conventional but maybe I need to be sometimes

Sexuality is such a weird thing
Like what is it that gets people so anxious and eager about sex?
Why does it feel like I'm the only one who doesn't care?
                                                                                that's a lie, i do care, but in a different way
I feel anxious and eager about things
But usually it is about who they are
                                 what do they think about
                                 why do they think about that
                                 how did they get here
                                 how could things be different
                                 Who are they?
                                 What is here?
What makes someone go all hot and bothered
What makes it different for each person
Does it have to do with the fact that we are all different
                                                                               probably
     Why are we different
I'm glad we are different
                       Different makes me scared
But fear gives me adrenaline
                    and adrenaline is what I live for
I don't need sex
Will I ever need sex?
                               I don't know
Do I care?
                Sometimes
                                but not when I'm alone
Needing something makes you want it
Sometimes you want things you don't need
                                                               that's what others say
  But is that true
completely true?
Maybe you need to learn something
  Maybe you need to sart something
  Maybe you need to feel something
 Maybe you need to stop something
                                                      But that isn't the kind of knowledge I need
                                                      But that isn't the beggining of anything important to me
                                                      But that isn't the feeling I'm looking for
                                                      But that won't stop anything anymore than other stuff do
         I want LOVE
        People LOVE with sex
But I want to LOVE through other ways
                   LOVE is my quest
                                               but it isn't physical
                                                     it is something else